Calling is easier than the fear of calling. Almost always. The person on the other end has also been waiting.
the phone call you keep postponing
and while you don't call you start imagining the other side. i've rehearsed it so many times i half feel like the call already happened.
every day i tell myself i'll call. by evening the office is shut or i'm just too tired to talk. three days went by like that, now it feels like i owe it.