What you could not say

sun hit the wall for ten minutes this afternoon. i sat in front of it. free heating.

Made the bed. First time since March.

I left my phone at home on purpose. Nobody noticed. I noticed.

the barista remembered my order today. i smiled like an idiot walking out.

a stranger on the bus offered me her seat. i'm thirty-four. i sat down and smiled all the way home.

Since my mother died the family group chat is silent. I do not open it every morning, but I have not deleted it either.

When my friend got divorced I felt relief, because I was not the only single one anymore. I am still ashamed, and I still check his face when we meet.

Splitting a two-desk office in Istanbul Karaköy, unfurnished, rent divided. Needs to be quiet before eleven. I am quiet after, too.

Small studio in Lisbon needs a part-time assistant, two mornings a week. No portfolio needed, just someone who cleans their brushes. Reply in the comments if that is you.

Looking for night-shift warehouse work in Berlin, B1 German, no heavy lifting after a back injury. I am reliable and I am free from Monday.

thirty-nine and the "what is my purpose" question still hasn't come. either i missed the exam or there is no exam, i don't know anymore.

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