What you could not say

someone sat next to me on an empty bench. neither of us talked for ten minutes. i did not mind it, which surprised me.

stayed up till 2 reading how elevators work. did not need to know any of it.

sun hit the wall for ten minutes this afternoon. i sat in front of it. free heating.

Made the bed. First time since March.

I left my phone at home on purpose. Nobody noticed. I noticed.

the barista remembered my order today. i smiled like an idiot walking out.

Today was fine. That is enough.

I cancelled twice and I regret it.

I still have his number saved. Not that I'm gonna call. I just never deleted it.

Nobody has asked how I am in three weeks.

I said "you too" to the waiter.