kızım büyüdü, artık bana bir şey anlatmıyor. arkadaşlarıyla konuşuyor duruyor, bana akşam "iyi geceler" demek düşüyor. kaybetmedim belki, biliyorum, işte izliyorum böyle.

I keep the news off because I cannot do anything about it and it still ruins the day. Then I feel guilty for keeping it off.

Since my mother died the family group chat is silent. I do not open it every morning, but I have not deleted it either.

i got promoted and cried in the car park. happy, then it hit me: another year in the same building, same window.